15 years ago today...

i got married.

i was just sitting here at my desk and suddenly noticed the date.  it's hard to describe the feeling i'm having right now; i'm ok, just a little startled and perplexed.  the date snuck up on me (though i've had this little tickle in the back of my brain lately; now i know what it was) and i'm relieved, i guess, that i'm not upset.  it's weird.  i'm ok with it.  i'm not emotional or sad.  i have good memories filled with love and joy.  my forehead has relaxed and i am now smiling as the memories come.  maybe i'll cry later.  maybe i will just keep smiling.  either way, i will be fine.  i guess time is passing.

back to work.