i got married.
i was just sitting here at my desk and suddenly noticed the date. it's hard to describe the feeling i'm having right now; i'm ok, just a little startled and perplexed. the date snuck up on me (though i've had this little tickle in the back of my brain lately; now i know what it was) and i'm relieved, i guess, that i'm not upset. it's weird. i'm ok with it. i'm not emotional or sad. i have good memories filled with love and joy. my forehead has relaxed and i am now smiling as the memories come. maybe i'll cry later. maybe i will just keep smiling. either way, i will be fine. i guess time is passing.
back to work.